Saturday, December 31, 2005

Standing in the Doorway of a New Year

As I write this, it's minutes away from 2006. The ball will drop in Times Square and it will be a new day, month, and year.

New Year's Day is one of my favorite holidays. It asks so little of a person - there are no gifts to buy, no special food to prepare, no trips to take - but it gives so much. It gives promise, hope, new beginnings.

Ever since I was a teenager, I've loved to set goals for myself. I remember those early lists. They included big things (write a book, start a drama troupe) and littler things (fix the hem on my skirt, fix my typewriter) - but they always looked ahead.

I have lots of dreams and goals for this year, as always. Some of those dreams are huge and dramatic, some are (by other people's standards) quite small.

But as I list them all in my mind, there's one goal, one desire, that keeps floating to the top.

To be like Jesus...


That's it, really. Decluttering my house, writing that elusive book, actually getting in shape, re-learning French and maybe adding Spanish, caring more, and making a difference...all of it slips quietly into the background as that great passion steps forward: to be like Jesus.

And while I'm at it - I want to read the Bible through. I've done it many times before, but it's been awhile. And this time, I've signed up to (you guessed it) a blog - the One Year Bible.

Happy New Year!

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Front Page News

The headline - on the front page - of this week's Verona-Cedar Grove Times reads, "Chapel on the Hill reaches out to Katrina survivors." Reporter Jennifer Blenner's article begins,
They sit in the pew of Chapel on the Hill on Ridge Road on a recent morning, laughing and crying at how giving and receiving go hand-in-hand and at how a call answered can change everything.

They fit comfortably side by side in the pew for hours as their stories pour out of them. She starts and he finishes. She recalls when Hurricane Katrina first struck the Gulf Coast.

“I was shocked and I thought, what can we do to help?” said Donna-Jean Breckenridge, director of ministries at Chapel on the Hill.

Read the rest of it here. The print version also has three pictures. We're excited to be able to spread the word this way, and we are very grateful to Jennifer for wanting to tell our story. Thank you, Jennifer!

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Thirteen


I used to say that the thought of Nathan turning thirteen was science fiction to me.

Futuristic world, here we come.

Nathan is thirteen today.

I think of Elizabeth Barrett Browning, "the face of all the world is changed, I think, since first I heard the footsteps of your soul," when I think of Nathan's entrance into our world. It has never been the same.

My Dad once said of Nathan, "When God breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, he breathed just a little too hard." Yes, life with Nathan is, well...an adventure.

The world is sometimes a confusing place to my son. Probably it's confusing more often and in more ways than I'll never know. But my commitment in this life is to do whatever I can, however I can, for as long as I can, to try and make it less so - and to help others see the Nathan that he really is.

Happy Birthday, Nathan. We love you more than life...

This picture was taken yesterday in a little stand of woods in Baltimore, right next to Bill's parents' home and where he grew up. "Daddy's stories" have always filled Nathan's mind with a lore of time gone by, and he was thrilled to actually see the spots where they all took place.

Saturday, December 24, 2005

A Personal Christmas

"For unto you..."

"For unto us..."

It's personal with me.

Christ was born for me. He was born for us.

For unto you is born this day, in the city of Bethlehem, a Saviour, which is Christ the Lord. For unto us a Child is born, unto us a Son is given. Wonderful, Counselor, the Mighty God, the Everlasting Father, the Prince of Peace.

That ancient Christmas was a tense time. There was little freedom, tranquility, or lovely, ordered lives. There was tyranny, and an absurd travel plan that no pregnant woman should ever have to take. There was rejection, and things did not go the way a young mother would ever have dreamed.

It wasn't private, either. The ancient Christmas, the first Christmas, was loud - and public - and for everyone. There was hurrying - 'they came with haste' - and even some delay (the wise men, by human standards, didn't exactly arrive on time), not to mention danger.

But with all that, it was personal.

This Christmas Eve and Christmas Day, we will celebrate. We know that in our church family there are those who have pain in their lives - and rejection - and difficulty. We know there's been haste, and rushing around, and some things still haven't gotten done. And some people we pray to see in our church family may not arrive 'on time,' by our own clockwork.

Yet that's the way to keep Christmas - loudly, publicly, next to dirty shepherds, in a world where many people still aren't free, and under circumstances that don't always make sense. Jesus came into that kind of a world. And He came for me, for us.

For unto me is born this day, a Saviour.

Merry, merry Christmas!

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Our Christmas Tree


I'm behind on just about everything this year, but our Christmas tree is up, and decorated.


We have some special ornaments on it, ornaments that commemorate relationships, places, ideas. There's a little painting of the lighthouse near our family's cottage on Lake Ontario, a small carved olivewood nativity scene-in-a-bell from my uncle's trip to Israel, a ball with God Jul and one with Santa Lucia to represent my Swedish heritage, and of course each child's 'First Christmas' ball. (I forgot to buy one for Hannah, the youngest, and instead stitched up a little framed cross stitch for her. And yes, her baby book is nearly blank. Something about youngest children...)


But on our first Christmas together, Bill and I didn't have extra money for tree decorations. So we strung popcorn and cranberry garlands and wrapped them around the tree. We added a strip of lace, candy canes, a couple of red and gingham bows, a single special "Our First Christmas Together - 1981" ball, and then made some ornaments of our own. I took small empty boxes (one I remember was a small box that had held Lipton tea bags) and wrapped them in my favorite Christmas wrapping paper and attached wire hangers. They're a little beat up now, but I still have most of those Christmas gift ornaments, and they go up on our tree every year.

I also added something that looks like dried baby's-breath, and placed it on branches throughout the tree. When Bethany was little she asked me what it was. "Manger hay," I said, wondering later what on earth made me say that. But to this day, the kids know that the last thing to go on the tree is the "manger hay."


We still decorate much as we did that first married Christmas so many years ago. Our 25th wedding anniversary is in two months. Maybe next year we'll add a "25th Christmas" ornament. It will go right next to a fading Christmas paper box, and right above some manger hay - because I want to remember each of our years together, and thank God for the ones to come.

Merry 24th Christmas, to the one I love...

Monday, December 19, 2005

Thank a Soldier

It's Thank a Soldier Week (December 19-25). You can go here, and send a soldier a message of support.

And while you're thinking of the troops, read Fred Barnes' article on the War Without Heroes. They're there, we're just not hearing about them. I support the action in Iraq - but no matter where a person stands on the war, if someone truly supports the troops, then these acts of heroism should be noticed, commended, and honored.

A Biloxi Story


Don't miss this.

From a very proud sister.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

A Heart Like His



My brother Chuck just came back from another trip to the Gulf Coast. He's written about it here .

In the wreckage of the books pictured above, I see a title:

A Heart Like His.

I don't know the book.

I crave the reality.

May we all have the heart of Jesus Christ, in regards to the people around us, and the people of the south in particular.



Pictures by my nephew, Chuck.

Friday, December 09, 2005

The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe

(My review - with spoilers - is added in this post's update, below.)


I woke up to snow, and more snow...


And when it stopped, my world looked like something that should be on a movie screen. Something like Narnia...


I saw "Narnia" today - and I get to go and see it again tomorrow. It's wonderful. Exciting (even when you know what's going to happen). Moving. And I heard echoes of my own voice, reading aloud to the children, in lines like "Once a king in Narnia, always a king in Narnia," "Here is your brother, and there is no need to talk to him about what is past," "Not like a tame lion."


"Narnia" is about so much, and it's well told. But the strongest theme is the greatest theme of all, the theme of redemption.



Aslan. He's on the move...

(Be sure to stay in your seat til the credits are done, and get a peak at the future.)

UPDATE: Here is my review of Narnia, after seeing it twice. It does contain many "spoilers."

I've gotten to see Chronicles of Narnia two times in two days. Yesterday (Friday) it was with a smallish crowd on a very snowy day, and we sat near homeschool friends. Tonight, it was in a pretty full (and huge) theater, and we were together with 30 of our church friends and youth group kids.

I am very happy about this movie.

I've read many comparisons between the movie and the book - which I find interesting. To me, the two mediums are so different. When I read a book (which I do far, far more often), I pause and linger over a phrase, a description, a deep truth. I choose my own pace. A movie just goes - and pulls you in to its interpretation, its flow. Neither can do the other's job, they can each just tell a story in different ways, like Gospel writers giving their unique perspective.

So as I watched Narnia, I knew the story already. I knew what would happen - or what I hoped would happen. And frequently in the movie, I found there was a subtext running through my mind: of C.S.Lewis' constant comment (for the benefit of worried parents, no doubt) that "it is very foolish to shut oneself into any wardrobe," of Mrs. Beaver wanting to bring along her sewing machine, of the stone lions, of the help of Giant Rumblebuffin. No, those things were not in the movie - but they were in my mind, in the way my own imagination added them to the film.

And the movie added its own elements - like a dramatic sequence of London air raids, and the way the Pevensie children were sent into the country because of them. When Lewis wrote "The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe," it was just five years after the end of World War II, and ten years after the blitz, the period of intense bombing of London. It was fresh in readers' minds - but very far away from today's young audience. I was also drawn to the mother of the Pevensies in those scenes - I found something about her that (had this been a book, and not a movie) would have made me pause in my reading to think more about her, and a motherhood that sacrifices so much to be sure children have a literal future.

Another added element was the crossing of the icy river (though the river itself is described at length in the book). I was spellbound by it, because although I've never witnessed it myself, I've been told for years of what it's like when Lake Ontario freezes in front of our cottage, and the force of the breakup of the ice in the spring. I felt so cold watching the children crash and speed through the current - and thought Lewis would have liked that part, and (had it been in the book) would have added some line about it being "very foolish to walk out on breaking ice."

I loved so many of the characters. I loved the Beavers - they were charming and cozy, and more fleshed out than the book, where they were used as more of a device to explain the history of Narnia. In the movie, they showed a kind of small courage that made me think of Reepicheep (and look forward to that brave little character in a future movie). Mr. Tumnus fell to temptation and then showed remorse and love - in an early display of the kind of redemptive qualities the story tells. The Professor looked a little more wild-haired and wizardly than I envisioned (maybe a nod to a future episode), but his words and expressions were just as I thought they'd be. The White Witch had a scary control of emotions, able to use them at will, and still be as chilling as the winter she represented. I couldn't take my eyes off of her - maybe because I read somewhere that the actress didn't want her own children to view the movie, and see their mother showing such coldness. And although all the animal characters were well done, the centaurs struck me particularly as being so noble. It was visually jarring but fascinating to see a man's head so far forward on a horse, as the centaur man is a part of the horse itself.

Peter first shows some reluctance, but then is the first to accept the challenge of the battle itself, telling his siblings to return through the wardrobe without him. Susan is so practical, she is almost beyond an understanding of Narnia - another nod to the future development of the book series. Edmund is fuller, perhaps, than in the book - or in my memory of the book, and his face shows such a range of emotion throughout the film, reminding me (in later scenes) of the way one who is forgiven much, loves much. And Lucy - Lucy leads them all (as well as the viewers) with her captivating, child-like faith.

And then there's Aslan. This Aslan was truly a real lion, a believable lion, and one whose movie roar echoed in the imagination (and the theater) much more powerfully than Lewis' "Wow!" The first time I watched the film, I was looking to see how they would do Aslan's death; the second time, I just watched and felt myself wince with each brutal thud as they dragged him up the steps of the Stone Table. And his mane was so full and realistic, I could almost feel what the girls felt as they held on during Aslan's Gethsemane moment, or as they grasped it after his resurrection.

There was something else the movie added. I've heard commentators say it's just a fantasy tale, that there is no unique Christian symbolism meant in it other than what Christians themselves project into it, or that Disney was not interested in any of that. But twice now I've sat stunned to hear Aslan say "It is finished." It couldn't get much clearer.

As a book, Lewis' "The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe" is a classic, with language that lingers in the mind and heart, from childhood to adulthood. As a movie, "Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe" has vistas and castles and intimate dams and grand battles that are a feast for the eye and ear. And it is as a story that Narnia speaks loudest and fullest - a story of redemption, which is the beginning of real adventures, and real living. How exciting that there is more to come.

O Christmas Tree...

For years our family drove out to the same Christmas tree farm in Pennsylvania. Then it changed hands, and just wasn't the same. It's taken awhile, but we've found a wonderful new place.


Five hundred acres of Christmas trees. Trees, trees, as far as the eye can see.


And among them, we found ours.



The tree farm was St. Paul's Abbey, in Newton, New Jersey. When we bought the tree, the worker smiled broadly and happily wished us a Merry Christmas. In his Korean accent, he asked if we'd seen the lake on their huge property. So following his directions, we headed down the snowy path. We got out of the car and surveyed the beauty of the scenery, the icy lake, and a surprise...



Nathan called out, "Beavers!" - and pointed out a tree by the water, bearing the mark of the beavers' handiwork.



The Abbey itself has an unusual history. In December of 1950, just six months into the Korean War, an event took place that would later be called "the greatest rescue operation by a single ship in the history of mankind." A citation given to the ship the Meredith Victory ten years later states,
"At the height of the epoch-making evacuation of Hungnam, Korea, by the United Nations Forces in December, 1950, the MEREDITH VICTORY was requested to assist in the removal of Korean civilians trapped and threatened with death by the encircling enemy armies. Most of the military personnel had been pulled out, and the city was aflame from enemy gunfire. Despite imminent danger of artillery and air attack, and while her escape route became more precarious by the hour, the MEREDITH VICTORY, her tanks full of jet fuel, held her position in the shell-torn harbor until 14,000 men, women and children had crowded into the ship. One of the last ships to leave Hungnam, the MEREDITH VICTORY, set her course through enemy mine fields, and although having little food and water, and neither doctor nor interpreter, accomplished the three-day voyage to safety at Pusan with her human cargo, including several babies born enroute, without loss of a single life".



The captain of the ship, Leonard LaRue, later wrote,
"I think often of that voyage. I think of how such a small vessel was able to hold so many persons and surmount endless perils without harm to a soul. And as I think, the clear, unmistakable message comes to me that on that Christmastide, in the bleak and bitter waters off the shores of Korea, God's own hand was at the helm of my ship."

Captain LaRue, a few years later, became a monk - newly named Brother Marinus - at the very same St. Paul's Abbey with the Christmas tree farm. And in 2001, the abbey was down to 10 monks, and was about to close its doors - until a group of monks from Korea came to America, and rescued the abbey. Captain LaRue - Brother Marinus - died two months later.

An interesting tale and an interesting place. But most interesting to me is the thought of Christmas being about a dangerous rescue - of Jesus coming to earth to rescue sinners, the greatest rescue there ever was, or ever will be...

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Christmas Q & A

It's the best three seconds in television.

Listen here.

And the answer is ancient, eternal, and profound.



An article that describes the origin of the show says this:

It was criticized as being too religious—Linus quotes straight from the King James Bible (Luke 2:8-14). It was criticized for featuring contemporary jazz, an offbeat choice for a cartoon. It was criticized for not having a laugh track. It was criticized for using the voices of real children (except for Snoopy, who was voiced by animator Melendez).

And yet, it was a success even back then. The same online article says,

On Thursday, December 9, 1965, A Charlie Brown Christmas was seen in more than 15 million homes, capturing nearly half of the possible audience.

And forty years later, "Charlie Brown Christmas" is so popular, it's become a holiday classic. In these days of politically correct holiday jargon, I praise God to hear network television air Linus' answer:

And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. And, lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them: and they were sore afraid. And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people. For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Saviour, which is Christ the Lord. And this shall be a sign unto you; Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger. And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praising God, and saying,Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men.

And that's what Christmas is all about, Charlie Brown.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Praise to God


Awhile back, I posted about some serious prayer matters on our church's prayer chain. One of the prayer needs was for newborn Taylor Ronald Hutchcraft, son of our missionaries Doug and Anna Hutchcraft (missionaries to the Hopi tribe; Anna is herself Navajo. Doug is the son of evangelist Ron Hutchcraft).

Prenatal tests showed Taylor had truncus arteriosus as well as an extremely rare chromosomal abnormality. Taylor was born early, and had open heart surgery that was so successful that he has been released from the hospital. And today, we got this report:

Taylor's genetics tests came back today and we were told that the extremely rare chromosome condition (only 11 known cases) that was revealed prenatally is completely gone! This chromosome abnormality could have led to serious surgeries in Taylor's life, so we were very interested in these test results.

My family and I were immediately driven to a time of praise before God that was beautiful. We are speechless in the midst of His mercy.

Taylor is also gaining weight rapidly, so keep praying! He's gaining an ounce a day right now.

You mean very much to us. Thank you for your prayers and kindness.

In Him,
Doug, Anna, Noelle and Taylor Hutchcraft


Let everything that hath breath praise the Lord. Praise ye the Lord!

For the Soldiers

Michelle Malkin posted about the report from Fox News that a wounded soldier at Walter Reed Army Medical Hospital had gotten a single Christmas card, written clearly by a child, with a drawing and the words "Have a great time dieing in the war...DIE!"

I could rant and rave here about what on earth are parents thinking about, what on earth are teachers thinking about, what on earth are kids thinking about...

but I chose to do something instead. (click to enlarge)



Along with the soldier - Joshua Sparling - who received this so-called 'greeting' card, there are several others who would appreciate our get-well and Christmas wishes and prayers at this time.

Capt. James Ollinger
Sgt. Zavian Simspon
Specialist Brian Radke
Specialist Jason Braase
Sgt. David Nevins
Sgt. Jose Ramos
Cpl. Todd Bishop
Sgt. Ryan Donnelly
Sgt. Eva Diane Cochran

(and I'm sure we can also include cards lovingly addressed 'to any soldier')

Send cards and care packages c/o:
Walter Reed Army Medical Center
6900 Georgia Avenue NW
Washington, DC 20307-5001

They need to hear from us - and our children need to learn now to express their appreciation.

The News at - and of - Chapel



Yes, the hole was fixed! What an answer to prayer - and a relief. For the rest of the pix, head on over to the Chapelccino blog.

And - we were in the news! Jennifer LaFleur of the Dallas Morning News interviewed me and then Bill on the phone, about how we learned of Lakeshore Baptist Church. It's all here.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Sunday Morning Snow



In the Bleak Midwinter

In the bleak midwinter
Frosty wind made moan,
Earth stood hard as iron,
Water like a stone;
Snow had fallen, snow on snow,
Snow on snow,
In the bleak midwinter
Long ago.

Our God, heaven cannot hold him,
Nor earth sustain;
Heaven and earth shall flee away
When he comes to reign:
In the bleak midwinter
A stable-place sufficed
The Lord God Almighty
Jesus Christ.

Enough for him, whom cherubim
Worship night and day,
A breastful of milk
And a mangerful of hay;
Enough for him, whom angels
Fall down before,
The ox and ass and camel
Which adore.

Angels and archangels
May have gathered there,
Cherubim and seraphim
Thronged the air;
But only his mother
In her maiden bliss
Worshiped the Beloved
With a kiss.

What can I give him,
Poor as I am?
If I were a shepherd
I would bring a lamb,
If I were a Wise Man
I would do my part -
Yet what I can I give him,
Give my heart.

-Christina Rossetti


(Picture from out my bedroom window before church this morning.)

Silent Night, Holy Night

One hundred and nine. Hard to imagine reaching that age, but Alfred Anderson did. What's even more significant about this man's extraordinary life was that he was the last surviving soldier to have been a part of the Christmas Truce of World War I.

"I remember the silence, the eerie sound of silence," Anderson told The Observer newspaper last year.

"All I'd heard for two months in the trenches was the hissing, cracking and whining of bullets in flight, machine gun fire and distant German voices," said Anderson, who was billeted in a French farmhouse behind the front lines.

"But there was a dead silence that morning, right across the land as far as you could see. We shouted 'Merry Christmas,' even though nobody felt merry. The silence ended early in the afternoon and the killing started again. It was a short peace in a terrible war."

Alfred Anderson died this past Monday. You can read the entire story here.