I've spent most of the day on the couch, dealing with an uncooperative bandaid on a
recent wound, but I won't overshare. The situation was resolved, and tomorrow's another day, wherein my biggest challenge is footwear, a minor, minor problem in the scheme of world events.
But - it's still Christmas, and I want to mention a few things.
Our tree is on its way -

tomorrow we'll put up the last few ornaments, and add the final touch of 'manger hay' (a little tradition I began by accident long ago. I had some dried flower-type sprigs and stuck them in our Christmas tree when Bill and I were first married, just to add a bit more to the sparsely-decorated tree. By the time Bethany was little, it was a yearly addition. She asked me about it once, and I offhandedly said it was "manger hay" - and the name stuck).
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Speaking of Bethany (about to celebrate her 'first married Christmas' - she gave me some wedding pictures that I'll scan and put up here soon), here's one of my favorites of her:

I meant to celebrate St. Lucia's Day yesterday, but The Injury sort of rearranged my plans. St. Lucia's Day is a Swedish holiday (though it seems to collide happily with Italian culture, for I never met a Swede named "Lucia"), in which the oldest daughter (that would be me, growing up; actually the
only daughter) gets up before dawn (that never happened...but I figured in Sweden, that had to have been way later than in New Jersey this time of year!) and serves her parents coffee and special buns. Being definitely
not a morning person, and rather klutzy in the kitchen, my own youthful attempts at this were rather pitiful, but I liked trying, nonetheless. And years later, Bethany and I served my parents a few times on St. Lucia's Day. My Mom is my favorite "Swedish girl"!
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We went to see
"The Nativity Story" Saturday night. Do go and see it, if you possibly can. I'm not a movie critic, I just know when a story touches me, and this one did. It's not perfect: the wise men (who are pretty funny, believe it or not) show up in Bethlehem that night along with the shepherds, for instance. But it gave me a night to let my imagination really enter into what life was like then - what village culture was like, what family life was like, what
travel was like (every mother in the theater had to be thinking the same thing, "what must that have been
like?").
I loved several parts of the movie, especially. They had Mary witness the birth of Elizabeth's son John. I had always felt the Scriptures leave this open as a possibility, though it doesn't say specifically that Mary was there. I often thought it would have been quite an experience for pregnant Mary to witness this miracle, and to have gained some firsthand (and necessary) insight into her soon-coming childbirth.
I loved how the Scriptures about Elijah were repeatedly told to the children, and to baby John: "not in the earthquake, not in the wind, but in a still, small voice."
Joseph was fleshed-out as a righteous man, in a very believable manner. There were moments of foreshadowing - like the snake in the water, or his disgust at what the temple had become. The music was beautiful, too.
Our group was adults, teens, preteens, and a couple of children just six years old. There are some scary scenes (a few glances of crucified people along the roadside, there because of their rebellion against Herod, presumably, and also the scenes involving the massacre of the little babies, and there is a scene in which a young girl is taken away from her parents), but the children with us were warned about those, and seemed to come away from the movie with many questions. We talked in the car the entire way home, about all sorts of aspects of the Incarnation. (For more details on what's in it, check out
Plugged In's detailed review.)
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I'm no Martha Stewart in the decorating department (she's from my neck of the woods, a Jersey Girl, though I heard her once say "Candy" so perfectly on TV, and had to laugh. I know
no one in NJ who would pronounce it like that...) but I did splurge and buy her
"Holiday Handmade Gifts" magazine at the grocery store. If Christmas were two months away instead of (gulp...
HOW many days away??) well, less than that, I'd try some of these ideas. They're actually quite lovely and 'do-able.'
My most original idea this year was to put candy canes in a glass vase and tie some red yarn around it in a bow. (I generally decorate with Christmas books, come to think of it.) But - candy canes - lots and lots of candy canes - make me happy. (Red things make me happy: apples, poinsettias, cranberries, candy canes, brand new red heels that I'm not going to buy this year for obvious reasons...but I digress.)
The more you study candy canes, the more you see the differences in them. I'm not a fan of purple or green or orange or tutti-frutti candy canes. I want the real thing: strong red stripes against a brilliant white shepherd's staff-shaped cane. Peppermint. And plenty of them (we put them on our Christmas tree, too - just before the manger hay).
I know about the book
The Candymaker's Gift and its emphasis on how every aspect of the candy cane is symbolic. I even have the book, among all my other Christmas books. I've read
other histories of the candy cane, placing its origin in 1670, with a choirmaster who was trying to keep his boys quiet during church with some special candy (makes sense to me...my grandmother was always giving us special mints and hard candy out of her pocketbook).
But what shocked me most this year was something on the back of "The Original Bob's Candy Canes" box.
From the beginning of the tradition of the Christmas Tree, it was customary to decorate the tree with symbols of the newborn Christ. Candles represented the Light of the World, the star recalled that first Christmas night, and the shepherd's crook symbolized the humble shepherds in the fields near Bethlehem who were first to receive the news, "Unto you is born a Savior."
It's a wonder the box hasn't been outlawed. Maybe the store managers haven't taken the time to read the fine print. "Bob's" candy canes are usually pretty good, so I'll keep on buying them, and maybe I'll write the company, too, just to thank them for their packaging.
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After sitting down in the afternoon with a cup of coffee (she is Swedish, after all), she thought to herself, "Instead of getting all frazzled and ready for Christmas, I should get ready for Christ, and what He's going to do in my life in the next few days."That's my paraphrase of the words of Evie Tornquist-Karlsson in her recent radio interview with Cindy Swanson. (Cindy's blog,
Notes in the Key of Life, has the
link to the audio of the entire interview.)
I loved Evie's music (another Jersey girl, come to think of it - an unexpected recurring theme in this post), even had my aunt sing her "You have everything in Your hands/Jesus, I love you" song at my wedding. "Come On, Ring Those Bells" was one of my favorites. Her musical range was deceptively broad, and her vocal quality was captivating. She even sang in my church once - and for reasons that escape me now, we were away at the time (but we were told she prayed for the Pastor and his family to have a great, great vacation!).
But I think I appreciate Evie even more now. I heard the words of a godly woman on that interview, I listened to her passion for people to know Christ
around the world, and she made me want to draw even closer to the Savior. (Be sure to listen all the way to the end - her comments about Christmas are powerful.)
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Every year, there's a special Christmas moment just for me. Some years it has occurred late in the quiet of a night, when I've been going over my lines for a Christmas drama - and suddenly it's all clear, I see and feel the role I'm to play, it just
happens. Other years, it's taken place during a rehearsal at church - when it seems the very presence of God is in our midst, and our journey becomes the destination, our practice is perfected by His power, and we see Jesus anew.
This year at
Chapel on the Hill, we've been having
special Christmas presentations each week. It's a big commitment, and so there are frequent rehearsals.
I'm not in the choir. I tease my Dad (who is both Pastor, and choir director) that he doesn't want me in it, but truth is, God has other things I need to be doing on Sunday mornings, either with the children or with a new ministry of providing visuals in each service.
But I went to rehearsal the other night, Bill was helping in the sound room with his friend Johnny, our kids played downstairs with the kids of other choir members, and I was working on some decorating projects for next week's special "Christmas Sunday Family Dinner." I was wandering in the back 'catacombs' (a behind-the-baptistry narrow hallway, connected to some little storage rooms) looking for some stashed-away ribbons. I was climbing down some wooden steps in a semi-darkened stairwell, when I heard it. The Hallelujah Chorus.
I crept quietly up to the platform door to the sanctuary and opened it. There, I could sit unnoticed behind some Christmas trees and just listen.
One of the choir's songs for Sunday contains the Hallelujah Chorus - and I was listening to this 27-voice group from an unusual proximity.
"And He shall reign forever and ever..."
I could hear the men's voices blend together, even as I knew the identity, the face, the life and testimony of each one. I heard the women answer, and through the single sound I heard my mother, my aunt, my daughter, my friends, my sisters in Christ.
"Forever and ever, Hallelujah, Hallelujah..."
It was my Christmas moment. There may be more, but if that's the one for this year, it was a treasure, like an ornament I take out and hang on my tree. I'll remember that moment, and hide it in my heart, making room for Jesus.
Hallelujah.